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I AM SCARED OF SPIDERS. I dont like them, they freak me out, and they unnerve me with their quick walks across the ceilings of the house. This one, if you look at the palm of my hand and not count the fingers, is as big as the palm of my hand...and if you see clearly, its eating the mother of cockroaches (just a tad smaller than my thumb).

Tommy Garnett has been trying to train me to not be terribly scared of spiders, or cockroaches, or whatever strange insect there is in these corners of the tropical world... He tells me that they are more scared of us and I am of them. And Im trying to take it in and realize that these creatures have been here for longer than we have, and that they probably will be here long after we are gone... They have as much right to be on this earth than I do. So Im trying to reach a point of respect towards spiders and cockroaches. But its not easy.

Yesterday I saw a pineapple that was for sure 2 or 3 sizes as big as "normal" pineapples, to the point when I had to ask what on earth it was, till I found out it was a pineapple. That happens to fruit here. And Trees. And well, guess what?.

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So yes. I leave this weekend for Tiwai Island, to live there 2 weeks and carry out the interviews for my study, with the surrounding communities. Its exciting, and it feels good to finnally get the material I´ve been working so hard to get, to then analyse it. It feels great. But Im scared.

I will be on my own this time. I will meet and be accompanied by the manager of the Tiwai programme, who will also be my translator (the people around Tiwai speak Mende). And I´ll be living in the research center on Tiwai with two German researchers called Claudia and Dunja, that have been on Tiwai since January studying primates... If they survived, so will I. Right?

Jungle jitters from an urbanized internet-yunkie. Greetings to all the people I miss, you know who you are. I really really miss you today.

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Giovi

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Sandrinha, Sandroca, Sandruca said...

A aranha definitivamente não parece tão grande...! E a barata, nem se vê! Será que você não está exagerando não?
Beijos de uma mãe que também morreria de medo...
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Giovi said...

Hahaha mami, a aranha é de tamanho consideravel... ela é grande, trust me. E a barata era gorda e grande. Vc tá tentando me fazer sentir melhor? hehehe... Bjo!

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Sweetie! What a wonderful experiance! I have to say I'm a incredibly jealous... Looks like you're having a great and inspirering time over there. Miss you LOTS and LOTS! XOXOX Besitos, Bella

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¿Alguna vez dije que soy de Caracas? Pues no. O sea, sí. A ver: desde los siete años viví en un poblado cercano a Caracas, pero que no era Caracas. Mis amigos en Caracas siempre dijeron (aún hoy) que yo vengo del monte. Y sé que la verdad es esa, cuando escribes de una araña del tamaño de la palma de tu mano como si lo hicieras de un cachalote. Honestamente no había visto una comiéndose una cucaracha, pero no me parece para nada increíble. Incluso recuerdo una vez haber capturado a una cucaracha tan grande como esa araña, y con macanas (ya, no es una cucaracha, es otra cosa, pero para que te la imagines).....ah, y volaba. Eso sin contar que una vez, mientras ayudaba a un tío a quitar la maleza de un sembradío que tenía cerca del pueblo, hallamos una araña en un hueco que nos miraba con sus muchos ojos, y que era al menos más grande que mi puño cerrado. Y peluda. Otra vez a una abeja reina le dió por iniciar una nueva colonia justo en la reja de la entrada de mi casa, y llegó con su enjambre y su zumbido ensordecedor: hubo que llamar a los bomberos para que las quitaran.

Cuando empecé a escribir esto, mi intención era darte algún ánimo, pero al releerlo creo que lograré lo contrario....no importa, considéralo shock therapy. ¡Valentía, chamita!

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Wilian se lo dijo todo... la cuestión es que tu no vienes del campo y si de Brasilia! En Itabuna las arañas se paseaban por la calle en la noche, sin contar de las jararacas y otras cositas más que nos venian a visitar a la casa muchas veces... Cariños y fuerza! Te echo de menos, no te veo online desde hace mucho... Tu mamá...

Unknown said...

Hi sis,

Good writing! I'm enjoying reading you!

Your reflections are well put, indeed bugs will be here longer than we will...and something I think you missed --

" I'm glad someone else is eating the roaches...!"

Love you, enjoy Tiwaii - say hi to the chimps and remember that you are one of few people who will see a place with such a high diversity of primates...! :) Aren't you lucky!

Dani

Jacob said...

Hello Giovi!
What an amazing blog you have! I have just been sitting for more than an hour reading about all your adventures. I love your pictures and the way you write, it is almost like beeing there myself, i am deeply touched. It seems to bee an adventure you will carry with for the rest of your life. I heard that backpack finally came trough, this mean that my/your backpack by now have been travelling alot round the world;-)Take care, I and your mom wants you home safely
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Lynx217 said...

OMG... I could never do what you do! I'm so arachnophobic all I can do is run and scream like the girl I am! Only once was I even able to approach a spider... only to capture it and release it outside - or shall I say throw it - so it couldn't hurt my cats. (No, the spider didn't get hurt, he didn't fall far.) You're a good person for doing what you do, bless your heart! Good luck!

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